Devil get out!!!

Hello, I am so glad to be back. My blog got blocked, but with some work, and staying with my plan, I'm back.   I felt like the devil was really..no he is really trying to hold me back.   There's still obstacles standing in my way, but I'm going to stick to it and find another way, to do what I love.


  I've come to the realization through writing, and trying to help inspire others.  That I am happy doing that.  Since, my new motto it is "Live", Just that simple!!  I know I'm not going to be happy with the norm.  So, I want something That will fulfill my needs, not the other way around.  I will enjoy going or doing work, thus I will make more money.

 Now, that right there, ladies and gents, sounds real good to me.  That also goes for all aspects in my life. It use to be hard to admit my short comings yet I'm about to confess. For a brief moment, that I did start to give up, and lose hope.   So, I feel that, in a sense I'm being punished for this act.  The last week, has been to say the least like hell!!!

 See, There was so many signs telling me to go a certain direction, but I didn't really hear them.. or I just ignored them.  Either way, the thought of what the final destination of this reality was God saying to me, "DO YOU HERE ME NOW!!!".  The situation is so abrupt and devastating that it could turn ugly, living the ultimate let down.  I'm not ready or willing though, to go down without a fight.  I'm kicking the devil to the curb telling that fool to get off my back. Screaming,"Your going to have to take me kicking and screaming.  because, damn it, I want to LIVE"!

  I let myself down, and others that I care about.  That's not rewarding, and honestly it sucks... so in order to get back on track.   I keep telling myself in my head, "He doesn't give you more than you can handle,  You can do it".  Over and over like a skipped C.D.   He' always makes a way, and it be in the nick of time. So stop worrying and start praying.  I know first, second and third hand,  how hard it is not to worry.  But it you keep catching yourself. It has to be a conscious awareness, a remembrance, that broken record. To stop and say HEY, chill out.  The more you practice the better you will become as in anything we do. Before you know it, it will subside.

 You, don't know why, sometimes, but sometimes you do get it.  I looked at this situation was, for me to truly see the light and take it to the next level.  I got to do what I must spiritually, also.  It goes, hand in hand.  So, tell that red sinner, the fallen angel, that devil to get off your back.  Rebuke him in the name of Jesus Christ, our Savior... Amen